What is Controlled Exhibitionism?
I have always considered myself to be adroit in public. In the span of only a second or two I am able to survey a room and assess, roughly, who is in it, the layout and where I want to be in that room. I have great vision out of the corners of my eyes and as I do believe that I am cognitively-endowed in these regards and more – I have resultantly developed this fascination for the rush of exhibitionism.
My exhibitionism is not careless. It doesn’t mean raincoats and naked men in cars and perverts on playgrounds. Those are exactly the under-developed mental midgets that I loath. To the contrary, my kind of exhibitionism is slight and discreet. And the skill sets that I have built-up around my exhibitionism and voyeuristic delights, are highly cultivated.
My exhibitionism began, in part, because of a series of voyeuristic situations. That was coupled with the fact that I’ve always been complimented on my cock. And while I am not an egomaniac – I am confident in those components which create attention; and good, sometimes even, great moments and reactions.
It is wearing a cock ring in public. It is getting a woman to walk past me and have her eyes bounce-down to my bulging cock. My kind of exhibitionism is my girlfriend wearing vibrating panties to the mall and having me in control of the remote. I enjoy getting handjobs while driving and for that matter, very discriminately playing with my cock in traffic.
Sometimes I go to sex clubs, just to sit around and be watched. I love seeing a couple that is playing – watch me stroke my cock. I love, even more, seeing a woman who is sucking on a cock – watch me stroke mine. I have been in group situations and had up to three lovers at once – the biggest thrill being, watched while they are being pleasured.
I love being deliberate about my exhibitionism. I love playing, alone or with lovers, in front of open windows that I know may catch the eye of a gorgeous girl across the way. I love masturbating in dim light, with the same hopes of catching an admiring eye.
My hottest sexual experience involved some voyeurism and exhibitionism.
My aim is to push myself; to push others. I am always looking for the supreme reaction of lust and excitement and thrill and people collapsing those cardboard boxes they live in.