The Controlled Exhibitionist

This blog is predicated on the fact that I have come to find myself to be a “controlled exhibitionist”. In this, I will be revealing my words and rich, adventurous sexual exploits as well as my body.

I will be periodically posting photographs that I, as well as my lovers take.

Within the last five years I have discovered this exhibitionist, as well as wildly, voyeuristic side of myself. In part, it fractured a long relationship that I was in. However, and as I said to her: I had to go through the pains that I did, to discover this. It was going to happen, one way or another. And while I do not wish to pull anybody along for an unnecessary, and often uncomfortable ride, I do desire nothing less than progress, evolution within myself and those around me.

Hence, The Provocateur. Defined, for me – The Provocateur is you and me and everyone that wants to see: unrest, dialogue, progress, sexual-evolution and exploration. Often this is done in secret. Often it is done with purpose. However, as my blog will reveal – my aim is often blind and it is only through reflection that I am able to see the path I tread.

Often, reasons are not the aim. Experience is.

In all of this I hope you will retain the image of a man, striving and attempting to create something beautiful, fiery and vibrant. At times I walk the line of embarrassment and strife – but remaining honest to this voluptuous component of my “self” – I do believe that I will, in the end of all things, triumph.

~ by The Provocateur on February 7, 2007.